Depressed...

People say my blog is plain...
i'm just too lazy to go create a blog skin...
No one is using the tagboard...
Anyone even view my blog in the 1st place????
lolx...

Currently feeling very down...
my dancing sucks...
Everything i do is just damn ugly...
bboying & locking...
bboying may suck cos of my fat body...
but i don't think that should affect my locking....
There are big lockers out there who are freggin' dope...
But no matter how hard i try everything i do just seems like a joke...

Maybe i'm just not cut out for dancing at all...
ARGH!!!!
Fuck lah!!!!!
Somebody help me!!

I said that i will lose weight...
i will concentrate and not sleep...
i will study...
But i just can't seem to do any of those...
I really can't screw up my education again...
I hate to agree with my father but what he said is right...
Yhis really is my last chance to get a proper education"...

I really want to lose weight...
but i just can't seem to lay off the food...
I just eat and eat and eat...
even when i'm not hungry, i eat...
My weight has gone up nearly 5-8 kg since my lightest last year....
WTF lah...

I WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT!!!!